Pencarian

beribu cuba, hasil tiada,
beribu jejak, hakikat di sini,
kemudi arah, layar bahtera,
nun dihorizon, ternanti disana

sedarkan aku, dari lamunan,
tercari-cari, engkau dimana,
dasar lautan, langit ke tujuh,
Pencarianku, entah kemana

ku akan tabah, melawan arus, ku takkan goyah,
terus berdepan apa yang menanti

ku masih disini,
ku masih mencari,
ku masih tak mengerti

masih tertanya, engkau dmana,
darjat ukuran, parasa rupawan,
aku fahami, aku mengerti,
namun pencarianku, tak akan henti

Awas selekoh! Khuatir risiko

Kejora nun yang kupuja,
Berkedipan hanya di senja,
Purnama yang kurindukan,
Tidak jatuh jua ke riba...

Toleh kanan, toleh kiri,
Hanya dia yang ku senang,
Teringat semalam bermain kelmarin,
Senda loka keringat luka...

Terbang mewangi ke pinggiran awan,
Dihidu mata teman belukas,
Sapaan kalian sakatan mesra,
Mewarnakan tujuh seri pelangi...

Jiwa ditiup angau melangit,
Awas selekoh! Khuatir risiko,
Frasa dipendam mulut berkunci,
Sampai bila lagi harus ku nanti?

i hate this feeling

once that i have

twice that i've failed

replaced that i've hold

easily i let it go

alone i am here

missing that i really miss

second change that i didn't get

time what i'm been wasted

career what i've seek

love that i've lost

pathetic

frustrated

moron

super idiot genius

i hate this feeling

Personal Get Away :: Penarik-Setiu

Location : Penarik Inn, Setiu, Terengganu

Duration : 8 days

Just me & myself

sunrise 4th May 2010

Penarik beach

dead coconut trees

sea turtles eggs

turtle's hatching

Great guys!

Its a trip just for myself, no other friend i allowed to follow, and the result is I found peaceful.

Long period of studying is really killing me & I need to heal myself before I start my career life.

So the cure is this trip; just to relax myself, my brain & my soul.

billion thanks to Mohd Riyad!

empat di dalam lima

empat di dalam lima

hadirku untuk mengejar cita

di dalam lima aku hanya empat

pergiku bersama impian semua

di dalam lima aku hanya empat

mengenal semua satu anugerah

selama empat seperti lima

layanan semua sepertiku lima

tidak kira empat mahupun lima

setiap pertemuan pasti berakhir

selama empat tertulisnya lima

sebak di hati bergenang air mata

antara empat mahupun lima

aku anggap kita semua keluarga

selama lima aku hanya empat

kenangan semua pastiku semat

terima kasih Oracle

I've achieve it on the 26th

10 tahun yang lepas

pilhan antara subjek Biologi atau Kejuruteraan Awam, dan aku pindah sekolah untuk pilih ke jalan arkitek

5 tahun yang lepas

berjaya mendapatkan Diploma Senibina untuk langkahan pertama

hari ini

berada di minggu terakhir di universiti sebelum keluar sebagai lepasan Sarjana Muda Senibina

planning to escape

Tahun 2003

Tahun 2010

was planning to escape

for a week

beach

white sand

full horizon

with several big island on the view

just myself

probably with my guitar

relax

refresh

restart

reboot

inhale

exhale

8 years

what can I say

its really killing me

but I've made it

achievement

act it like a true man

with passion

with pride

with pain

and of cause with paint

given to skecth

since i lay down on the paper

and my right hand keep dancing

roll & roll with the rhythm

the rhythm of mystery

right to the left

up toward down

i just let my finger's free

whilst i'm keep dreaming

my fantasy

that i always dream

my dream

that i've achieve it

stupid moron guy name A.Izzuddin

she was there

just right in front of me

but I've left her?

Why?

...

stupid moron guy name A.Izzuddin

please forgive me!

I'll make it up back to you

I promise

Let say, play tennis tomorrow evening like usual? :)

stereogirl

I am all you want & I am all you need,
You know I always falling down so why you fall with me?

so feel the aura & feel the sun
take my picture & spill it out
oh girl I'm just an ordinary man
I think you should know

I think you're a stereogirl
you know what i meant but you don't mind
I think you're a stereogirl

Take what you want & feel what you need
But please don't take my heart & feel inside in me

Think what you've thought,
speak what you've learnt,
feel what you've need and see what you've like

But i don't mind,
I don't mind at all

A.Izzuddin

angka 7

pejam
dan celik

kembali pejam
dan celik kembali

dalam alpa, sudah menghampiri ke angka 7
dalam gembira, aku tersenyum sendirian

inilah penghabisan dalam sebuah bab
dan bab yang baru akan disambung selepasnya

ibarat seorang bayi yang dilahirkan
sehingga masuk ke darjah 1

7 angka yang cukup panjang
mengajarku erti kehidupan

kemanusiaan
alam semesta

cinta
bangun dan jatuh

dan aku berjaya melaluinya

3 sepurnama lagi aku harus terus
doakan aku melangkah selamat horizon ini